The gemarah in Rosh Hashana (Daf 17, Amud bais) states that there are three sefarim open on Rosh Hashana. One is the book of Tzadikim, who are judged right away for life. The second is the book of the Rasha, who is judged for death right away. The third is the book of the beinoni, or the ‘in between person’, who is hovering between the book of life and the book of death. The Rambam, when quoting this gemarah, interprets this to mean that if the beinoni does teshuva then he’s written in the book of life and if not then he’s condemned to the book of death. Many acharonim (such as the Pnei Yeshua) question this Rambam. Why does the beinoni have to do teshuva? If his mitzvos and aveiros are equal let him do another mitzvah so he can tip the scale to the good side! The beinoni does not need to do teshuva; he needs to do mitzvos!
The answer, if truly internalized, can forever change our attitude toward teshuva.
There’s a gemarah in Yoma that brings down a story about Rav and a butcher. Rav was wronged by the butcher and the butcher was obligated to ask him mechila. Erev Yom Kippur came but the butcher had still not come to ask mechila. So Rav went to the butcher shop to make himself available. The butcher did not react with contriteness, however, and angrily asked Rav what he was doing there. As the butcher was lashing out at Rav, a bone flew off the butcher’s knife, and hit his neck, causing his immediate death. This strange story prompts the question: why did Rav decide to go facilitate mechilah, instead of waiting for the butcher to come out of his own accord?
Rav Itzel M’pettiberger says that Rav got this middah from Hakadosh Baruch Hu. Just as Hashem makes Himself available to us in these ten days of aseres yimei teshuva and he comes down to us to make Himself available for teshuva, so too Rav wanted to emulate this middah. Because the butcher didn’t seize the moment and ask mechila he got a a terrible punishment. When Hashem comes down to us Himself to be close to us, and we don’t do teshuva, we have much greater responsibility for not doing teshuvah. Like the butcher, we have no excuse, because Hashem comes personally to us.
Says Rav Itzel that’s the reason why a mitzvah doesn’t help a beinoni be inscribed into the book of life. The pasuk says ‘Dirshu Hashem b’himatzoy kirahoo b’yoso karov’. The gemarah darshens on this that these are the ten days between Rosh Hashana and Yom Kipppur. During these days there’s a special revelation of Hashem and he extends his arms to us in this special time of aseres yemei teshuva. These days are days of opportunity. They’re days when Hashem is making Himself available for us to talk to him personally. If this is so and one does NOT do teshuva-that itself is such a big aveira that no other mitzvah can possibly outweigh it! Hashem is coming down to us and going out of his way to make it easier for us to do teshuva during these ten days and we don’t do teshuva?….there’s no bigger bizayon than that!
This Shabbos isShabbos Shuva. The Shabbos of the Aseres Ymei Teshuva is the pinnacle of the closeness we have with Hashem in this time, and is the height of the opportunity we have for teshuva. We need to seize this opportunity to make the most of our din and be judged as the tzadik we have inside of us.
גמר חתימה טובה
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